Tuesday, November 09, 2004

Here it comes, like a train...

So here I am 4:41am and wide eyed. This is the start and I know it. Its not hard to miss, it came on like a train. You could feel it in the distance and now that its here there is no doing anything. Its so loud and overwhelming, I need drugs.....I want drugs....I want to sleep.....I can't sleep. I lay down close my eyes and try to sleep, but Im so restless, so... I don't know, I don't know what I am, I'll try to describe it.

Its like a terrible itch you cant seem to scratch, one that keeps you awake and makes your palms sweat. An itch that wont leave your thoughts, because you scratched it before and have the ability to do so but can't because you know itll come again.

This is boarderline insanity, I can't belive how obsessive Ive become. I'm all over the place and can't hold my thoughts together, how did it come to this.....choice.... and Ive clearly made the wrong one.

I found this during these restless hours.

Ms. Crystal Meth

I destroy homes. I tear families apart. I take your children, and that's just the start. I'm more valued than diamonds, more precious than gold. The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold

If you need me, remember, I'm easily found. I live all around you, in school and in town. I live with the rich. I live with the poor. I live just down the road, and maybe next door

I was born in a lab, but, not in one like you think. These labs can fit under your kitchen sink Or in your child's closet, out in the woods. (If this scares you to death, it certainly should.)

I have many names, but there's one you'll know best. I'm sure you've heard of me. My name's Crystal Meth. My power is awesome. Try me, you'll see. But if you do, you may never break free.

Just try me once, and I might let you go. But if you try me twice, I own your soul

When I possess you, you'll steal and you'll lie. You'll do what you have to just to get by. The crimes you'll commit for my narcotic charms Will be worth the pleasures you'll feel in my arms.

You'll lie to your mother. You'll steal from your dad. When you see their tears, you must not feel sad. Just forget your morals, and how you were raised. I'll be your conscious. I'll teach you new ways

I take kids from their parents. I take parents from kids. I turn people from God. I separate friends. I'll take everything from you; your good looks, and your pride. I'll be with you always, right there by your side

You'll give up everything; your family, your home Your money, your friends. You'll be all alone. I'll take and I'll take, 'til you've no more to give. When I'm finished with you, you'll be lucky to live

If you try me be warned: THIS IS NOT A GAME. If given the chance, I'll drive you insane. I'll ravage your body. I'll control your mind. I'll own you completely. Your soul will be mine.

The nightmares I'll give you when you're lying in bed And the voices you'll hear deep inside of your head. The sweats, and the shakes and the visions you'll see; These are for you. They're your gifts from me.

By then it's too late, and you'll know in your heart That you are now mine, and we shall not part. You'll regret that you met me. They always do. But, you came to me, not I, to you.

You knew what would happen. How many times were you told? But you doubted my power. You chose to be bold. You could have said 'no', and then walked away. If you could live that day over; now, what would you say?

My power is awesome, as I told you before. I can take your mother, and turn her into a whore. I'll be your master and you'll be my slave. I'll even go with you when you go to your grave.

Now that you've met me, what will you do? Will you try me, or not? It's all up to you. I've one more thing to say, so please listen well: Once you are mine, I'll take you to Hell.

-Author Unknown


one last go at sleep for the night.....


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